Haters
I get it, you hate me just ‘cuz I bring almost everyone I know with me. You people detest me for something that I don’t even have any control over. Is it wrong to help others? Know that I never asked to be on that damn list, and honestly, I don’t care whether I’m on it or not. All I want is to simply live my life, work as usual & post my blog entries in peace.
I am well aware that you’re all free to live with your own choice & post all your comments/gossips and spread it around, as am I to write whatever I want here. The only thing that I still don’t get is why people feel the urge to be so nasty? I mean, it’s not like I’m hurting anyone with my blog or my profile. Why do you constantly find it necessary to attack me? I don’t think I’m good looking, I don’t believe I’m great, and I most certainly don’t think that the world revolves around me. Where did you get all that, and why do you accuse me of such falsities? You don’t know me & please don’t use any info in my profile to talk bullshit. Please, please & please "Mind your own business" punk; Hate liars.. two face.. backstabber.. nosy people (you know who you are).. mami jarum wannabe. It piss me off & I’m so sick of it..
Hey, if you haters wanna keep that up, then that’s your problem. I’m tired of repeatedly having to defend or explain myself to people who are too narrow-minded to even consider another person’s perspective.
I’m sure all you nastiest have something to say about this one as well, so I’m going to leave the comments on this entry open. Post whatever you want, but I pray this would be the last time that I’ll ever have to write anything about this issue. I guess that’s it.
"Don’t simply conclude things and throw “insults” like that just to win an argument (and look macho?)"
Uncategorized | Comment (1)cool or fool?
I brought up the topic of the "definition of cool" nowadays. from my observation, whether we realize it or not, currently most teenagers in malaysia have a different meaning of "good" and "bad". some people claim that they are "bad" (jahat/setan) but the things they ever did are smoking, skip classes and some other bullshits people just gonna laugh their ass off. i have a good one, but i’m not gonna put it here..hehe..
how do u define "bad", at least in the environment where i’m living now? bad behavior is associated with doing something unfavorable, unpleasant and disturbing to other people, not to god. so the bad people (among others) are backstabbers, playas, bitches, sluts, big fat liars, violent, ignorant & racist people. it’s all about your relationship with another human being. in other words, these bad people "apparently" have problems with their social skills, cause they pissed off a lot of "cool" people. it has nothing to do with their relationship with god. at least that’s how i see it, i might be wrong.
so now who are the good guys? well the good guys are of course, the cool guys. basically:
cool = extroverts, huha huha, funny, smoke (not social smoker), drinker, get high (do drugs), able to play musical intruments (guitar, drums, etc), clubbing, not a virgin, plenty of sexual experience
not cool = introverts, non-smoker or social smoker, virgin, never drink, never do drugs, nerds, skip classes is something to be proud of (hehe)
it doesn’t matter if the cool guys never pray, never fast or never read al-quran in their whole life. they’re still considered cool, as long they never do what the "bad guys" do, backstabbing, lying, etc. as we all know, being a teenager can be a struggle for some people, because they experience something we all do, identity crisis. where should i be? the cool guys? or the-not-so-cool guys? should i smoke just to be cool? should i smoke marijuana so my friends won’t laugh at me? should i sleep with this hot chick i just met in the disco so i can brag to my homies?
struggling to be considered cool, the uncool guys will do something stupid and against their belief. can we blame them? we are living a society where drinking and smoking are considered cool, so does that justify everything? from where i came from, even the "baik" people wanna be around the cool guys, because they’re always the center of attention, huha huha and cracking up jokes. the "baik" people always wanna be seen together with the cool guys, to avoid being labelled nerds and uncool. i know it sounds ridiculous, but i believe that’s what actually happening right now, right here in malaysia.
hmm..i wonder if the cool guys are gonna read this blog? heh..
it’s dinner time so gotta stop now. later peeps…
Uncategorized | Comment (1)Happy 24th birthday syg!
Dear my lovely zatty,
okay okay i know i’m supposed to be on "hiatus", hehe oh well. would like to dedicate this entry for my honey bunny, who celebrates her 24th birthday today.
on this day, 24 years ago, a cute baby named Zatty was born in Pahang. today she turned
out to be one hot + sexy + irresistible + adorable chick, affectionately known by her
friends, zatty.
"happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to zatty,
happy birthday to you .."
and baby, you’re not getting older, but wiser, and HOTTER. hehe.
Zatty, to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. have a good one and good luck on your future undertakings ..
I hope today turns out to be the day I wish it to be for you. I loved our weekend. If I
would be with you now, I would be loving your entire being. There are no other words to express to you my feelings at this very moment. I thank God every day for sending a love into my life that will never lose the fullness we feel at this moment. I thank him everyday for giving me to you so that I will always be there for you when you need to see the light you have been looking for.
Today I wish for you, peace, special thoughts of happy times, remembrance of our loving times and at the end of the day, a sense of completeness and lying down as if I were in your arms like always. Please go to sleep caressing me, knowing that you put that "miracle" smile on my face and that I can and have fallen asleep just since we have been together.
Happy birthday, my darling. In my heart I am holding you with my arms around your neck, saying good morning, my darling, and have the best day of your life today. All of my love doesn’t seem enough, but that’s all I have to offer you.
Love always,
Your Love~
H.I.A.T.U.S.
according to dictionary.com:
hi·a·tus
1. A gap or interruption in space, time, or continuity; a break: “We are likely to be disconcerted by… hiatuses of thought” (Edmund Wilson).
2. Linguistics. A slight pause that occurs when two immediately adjacent vowels in consecutive syllables are pronounced, as in reality and naive.
3. Anatomy. A separation, aperture, fissure, or short passage in an organ or body part.
and i need one. you guys take care.
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